Thursday, October 28, 2010

F。A。M。I。L。Y。

Family, 这个字分开来念,可以是:Father,Mother, I Love You!!!

今天读到了一篇短文,我才真的知道,我是打从心底地想家。。。

想是因为,好久都没有回家了。。。
再多一个星期,我要回家了。。。
那时候,我要在车上告诉我爸爸,
我在大学里的一切一切。。。
回到家后,我要躺在妈妈的腿上,
让她真正感受到她的女儿回来了。。。
他们知道的,
不管这个女儿长得多大,
她始终还是他们心中最牵挂的宝贝。。。

爸爸,妈妈,我爱你。。。

Monday, October 11, 2010

我希望。。。

距离上一个部落的时间,这段期间真的发生很多事情。。。
不过基本上都没有跟我有很大的关系,
只是我忙得真的喘不过气来。。。
可是当有人要我放下时,
我却偏偏不想,
我想应该是我忙惯了。。。
更重要的是,
重要的日期要来了。。。
不是没有看过这种大场面,
只是这次我是有贡献的。。。
我真正感同身受。。。
我衷心地希望一切都会很顺利,
更希望在这半年里建立的友情永远随我在。。。

Saturday, October 2, 2010

原来是这样的。。。

之前,我以为我付出太多了,所以我生气、厌恶都是应该的。。。
结果,今晚过后,
我才知道我错了。。。
曾几何时,我以为因为我有付出,
所以我是对的,我是应该得到我应得的。。。
结果,事情不会是这样的,
因为整个社会的生存论都不是这样的。。。
不是付出就一定有回报,
回报是要自己找来的。。。
而且它或许是在不同的层次让你自己发掘。。。
我错了,我真的错了,
我以为我是对的,
原来事情永远都不是那么风光。。。
风光的背后真的要付出很多、很多
永远不要期待别人给你回报,
请自己把它找出来,
除了你自己,
没有人会真正帮到你的。。。
今晚过后,
我终于明白了,
事情原来是这样的。。。

Thursday, September 30, 2010

我回来了。。。

好久都没有写部落格了,因为我真的很忙。。。
在忙的这段时间里,我都很期待周末的到来,
因为只有周末才能让我喘过气来。。。
然而,我无法否认,
这段时间里我学会了很多。。。
学会了成长
学会了在错误中学习
更学会了如何让自己与众不同。。。
今天,
我想要的与众不同
并不是吸引所有人的目光,
而是受到人家的肯定。。。
今天,
我看到了,
我正慢慢地受到肯定。。。
加油加油!!!

Monday, August 23, 2010

Tired life yet meaningfull....

Today is the first day of my 5th week in 1st Year 1st Sem..... Time flies when we are lenggang2... I guess.... However, I am now in the life of a U student... Busy with my studies and also the other commitments.... But one thing makes me happier is I gain satisfaction with what I had done so far...

I am proud of myself... I have no other time for least important thing... Every thing in front me is important, no matter academic or some others else... Really enjoy with my two gila buddies.... Even we just hang out in UTP, but I realize that I always get something from them.... Even it is just a chat....

We are so clear with everything around us... I can feel that we are in the right track towards our bright futures.....

Thursday, August 5, 2010

2nd week of UG....

Today is the forth day for my second week in UG... I started to cope with this hectic life, but today is really tiring... Because of the add & drop period is going to end soon. And I was kicked out by my moral lecturer due to the system mistake... See, we had already became the "SLAVERY" of the system.... Suit the definition I gave... Cannot control every aspect of your personal life...
This is life, I guess... It does not mean that you can have everything you want or you wish all the time... There are obstacles for you there...As you grow older, your view of problems gets broader and you would realize that obstacle is actually a way to become wiser... It might be irritating as you are so busy to settle all this... But for sure, you will gain something from it... It is time to learn from problems and become stronger than before...

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Undergraduate is started...

Two days ago, I started my undergrad... The first day is freaking headache... Because there is no guide at all.... I know that my batch is the first ever trimester in UTP..... But it doesn't mean that we are super duper smart as if we know everything........
However, the second day I started to cope with everything.... And today, I am relaxed until I can become others' psychologist.... Haha.... But I know there is a strong determination in my whole body... I want to be a real Uni student... I don't want myself to struck into the worst phenomenon in U world of Malaysia... I want to be a competitive one... Not just to the society, but also to myself....
Even though, I am still have the feeling of home sick even my house is just an hour from here.... Haha... What to do?? I am still my daddy and mummy's girl.... Miss my home so much... Had away from home for a month.... Miss....... Even I thought I already independent....

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Busy....

Coming back to UTP for preparing debate competition..... Life is busy, actually not really but have to follow schedule and everyday eat, sleep, relax and debate, then eat, sleep again.
One thing important, is the bond between me and other debate members.... We eat together, script together..... I feel like I am working in the magazine company... We everyday squeeze our brains in editing scripts, debate then squeeze again to have a better one....
Even at first I was really mad of coming back earlier, now I am given a chance to prove myself in an international stage... This is a big step in my debate 'career'... I love being with debate group.... Even we are always tired...... Haha.....

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

我恋爱了。。。

OMG。。。
我已经严重、
无可自拔地爱上了。。。
王力宏的声音。。。
他真的很有魅力,
不要怪我。。。
放心吧,
我很花心的。。。
有一天,
我会转移目标。。。
只是,
我不知道所谓的“有一天”,
是什么时候。。。
我发现。。。
我真的恋爱了。。。

随意的。。。

凌晨四点三十五分,
戴着耳机,
听着王力宏和周杰伦的歌。。。
没有任何的吵杂声,
只有他们和我,
还有我的Physics。。。
他们,
很有才华,
声音更好听到。。。
让我幻想他们在我面前
只唱给我听。。。
如果,
这真的发生了,
我是世上最幸福的女人了。。。
哈哈。。。
它应该不会发生,
不过光是幻想,
我已经很幸福了。。。
看来,
我今晚爱上旋律、
他们,还有、、、
今晚的我。。。

Saturday, May 1, 2010

心痛

今天接到的第一通电话,
是爸爸打过来的。。。
他说,外公去世了。。。
当时,我没有反应,
应该是我已经有心理准备了。。。
通常亲人的去世应该是悲痛的,
可是我却比任何人表现得更坚强,
或许和外公的感情没有很深厚。。。
黄诗颖,这是你真正的感觉吗??
不是吗?我以为就是这样,直到。。。
直到我写着部落格时,
我才真正发现不是的,
不是这样的。。。
我还是有血有泪的。。。
我错了,
错在抬高自己了。。。
可是,
我最终选择继续过我的人生。。。
留下来好好的整理心情,
应付完这个学期。。。
原来,心痛的感觉是如此的恼人。。。

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

In my life, I always being very polite and soft because I prefer to be in peace rather than create chaos.... Perhaps some may think that I am timid or coward... But this is my way to deal with things....
I wasn't coward to against you... But before that I chose not to... However, YOU have been too much.... I am really cannot stand on those who think themselves very capable and act smart... Come on, men in this world have to learn from each other... Even though YOU are elder... I think YOU should learn life philosophy from BABIES....
Stop creating so much of problems... You have your own belief... YOU should know how to care and love others..... But this time I am burst.... KANASAI, YOU CRAPS, BULLSHIT........@#%%$%$#@#$%%$#@@@#$%%$#@@#$%

Sunday, February 7, 2010

I am tired.....

I dah letih ar.... Dah lah sibuk ngan study, nak join banyak events pula.... tapi, I yang buat keputusan sebegitu... Sebab, I nak CHANGE.... kadang-kadang, I benci diri kerana buat keputusan ngan terburu-buru... tapi, lepas tido, I tau apa yang I buat ni bermakna.... I nak CHANGE.... Walaupun sibuk, I rasa bagus.... I tau semua yang I buat tu berguna untuk I sendiri...... Maaf ye, I nak sibuk balik ni, minta diri dulu.....

ps//I join an event tat need to speak malay fluently... I am training....

Thursday, January 7, 2010

当。。。

当你心中有了一根刺以后,
日子还可能过得像以前一样吗?
当你心烦到没有知觉以后,
这又是否代表你已经更坚强了?
当大家坐在一起摊牌过后,
你又是否领悟到些新的道理呢?
当我们一起喝个痛快以后,
你是否察觉自己有了真心知己?
当事情彻彻底底解决以后,
你之前所担心的还能够成立吗?
当大家再次围着圆圈谈心,
我就真的知道她们是我的姐妹。。。

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

悠闲的星期三。。。

P。S。/我其实是想要发泄,这篇部落格没意思的。。。

星期三,是我喜欢的天
说不上是什么原因
很自然的就喜欢星期三。。。
今天没什么特别
只是在上MORAL的时候觉得很气
不懂谁是那个笨蛋
居然为了0.5分的COURSEWORK MARK
去跟Lecturer吵
结果死的就是我们这些无辜的人。。。
拜托啦,
事实已成定局了
你拿到的分数就证明了你的实力在那个程度
要拿高分的话,
就自己努力吧,而不是埋怨。。。
怨,怨,怨。。。
有用吗??浪费时间。。。
就像我现在这样。。。
气,气,气。。。
结果就浪费了我的时间。。。

Sunday, January 3, 2010

2010年。。。

今天已经是2010年的第三天了。。。下午时和VIVIAN闲聊了片刻,觉得是时候当个成人了,不可以再用小孩子的眼光来分析事情,再霸道地执着于自己的歪理,更不可以因为面子的问题而狡辩。。。我要重新出发。。。
可是,真正重新出发的时候应该是一月二十五号时,因为那时新的学期了。。。那个学期会比这个学期来得更忙碌。。。也是在FOUNDATION LEVEL 的最后一个学期了。。。 过后,我就是名副其实的大学生了,再过后就要踏入社会工作了。。。
时间好像过得很快,好像才刚刚拿了SPM的成绩,却没想到已经在UTP读了半年。。。是我在蹉跎岁月,或是岁月真的不饶人??
我重新出发了,出发到一个我更向往的世界。。。