我回来了。。。

好久都没有写部落格了，因为我真的很忙。。。
在忙的这段时间里，我都很期待周末的到来，
因为只有周末才能让我喘过气来。。。
然而，我无法否认，
这段时间里我学会了很多。。。
学会了成长
学会了在错误中学习
更学会了如何让自己与众不同。。。
今天，
我想要的与众不同
并不是吸引所有人的目光，
而是受到人家的肯定。。。
今天，
我看到了，
我正慢慢地受到肯定。。。
加油加油！！！

Undergraduate is started...

Two days ago, I started my undergrad... The first day is freaking headache... Because there is no guide at all.... I know that my batch is the first ever trimester in UTP..... But it doesn't mean that we are super duper smart as if we know everything........
However, the second day I started to cope with everything.... And today, I am relaxed until I can become others' psychologist.... Haha.... But I know there is a strong determination in my whole body... I want to be a real Uni student... I don't want myself to struck into the worst phenomenon in U world of Malaysia... I want to be a competitive one... Not just to the society, but also to myself....
Even though, I am still have the feeling of home sick even my house is just an hour from here.... Haha... What to do?? I am still my daddy and mummy's girl.... Miss my home so much... Had away from home for a month.... Miss....... Even I thought I already independent....

Birthday in UTP.....

2nd September, the day when Japanese surrendered to the US army.... And it is also my birthday.... 2nd September 2009, my 18th birthday... Since secondary school, think this was the first time I celebrated without my Ji Mui.... However, I still had a nice birthday too....

Once the clock stroke 12, my roommate came to me and wished me Happy Birthday... At that moment, everything black off.... Then only I realized the electric current broke down.... And suddenly we saw some guys that stayed near my hostel played Mercun.... I wouldn't know how to describe them.... The next morning, there was a birthday card put outside my room....It was from wendy, pei pei n also my MAH..... So touch...
Then I went for my lectures..... After finished all the lectures, Tze Yi and Yee Ho gave me a present... I think they bought it from Minimart.... I wonder what should I buy for them next time.... The whole day I was receiving SMS non-stop... Thanks so much because of remembering my birthday.... N also friends in Facebook.... Thanks you
The conclusion is I am older and is 18 already....... Yeah.....

New experience in FAMINE 30....

Today, I joined the Famine 30 hours in UTP for the first time... Previously, I knew that this is a meaningful activity that helps those poor people all around the world. Undoubtedly, it is... I felt that it is more meaningful as I involved myself in it... We are not allowed to eat for 20 hours because I just joined the UTP one, but not the Bukit Jalil....
Throughout this activity, I realised that there are really many poor people in this world suffer from food crisis and poverty... They have to sacrifice things such as education to get a little food for themselves and the family... Not just that only, sometimes they have to sacrifice their childhood and work at young age... They have no opportunity to have education even though they wish for it desperately... Unlike us, besides of going to school, we go for extra tuition that need to be paid, we have nice stationary like Faber Castell, Disney... We can buy whatever things we want as long as our parents allow us to do so....Therefore, we really got to be gratitude and appreciate all the things that we have now... Besides that, please be willing to help others no matter you know them or not... Donate some money to them or contribute your energy in charity... As long as you contribute something, you are going to CHANGE the poor children's life...
About involvement in this activity, I would like to advise those who are really interested in helping the poors to join this activity... If not, please don't waste your time for it... Because some people kept complaining that the activity was boring and stupid... Come on, it was not the time to enjoy yourself, but the time to help the poors... But if you are sincere in helping them, I am sure you will get a new experience for it...Live the lives of the children.....Believe yourself, work together and make it happen...

Finally....

Finally, all of us go into our new journey already... The girls that were used to ' fa mou' at home finally went study already... Then this means we have less time to get together with each other... However, this is one of the things that we have to face when we are getting older...
Today, I went pasar malam again... I think going to pasar malam on every wednesday has been my routine in UTP life... So far, I never see much seniors here... Everytime when I am walking to the lecture halls, I will ask my friends, 'How our campus will be when all the seniors are back?' I really wonder how it will be.... I scared the cafetaria in our V2C will be so crowded.... Actually I don't like eating in crowded place... I prefer to enjoy my meals nicely... That's why all the time I like to cook my own dinner and eat in my room.... I wonder if I can create more recipes with simple ingredients in my foundation year... Because limited space, limited cooking utensils, limited ingredients as I don't have a fridge.... If next year I am moving to the Petronas apartment, guess what... I am going to make the kitchen in it as a place to create recipes... I had promised my friends... I am going to cook for them... Spagethi, chinese dishes but halal, ha...ha.....

Going back to UTP..........

Last Friday, I was back from campus just for my weekend holiday... Tomorrow afternoon, I am going back.. And on Monday, I am going to start my real life as an UTPian... So far, I still okay with everything around me... I do hope that this kind of feeling is within myself for the next five years...
It is not easy to become an UTPian, and the facees kept telling us that we must study very hard to get good grades... Of course I know this is the most important element in the campus life... Therefore, I have a bit stress about this.. But just don't worry because I am flexible, I know how to convert this kind of stress to another form of motivation... (sounds like chemical processes)
Friends, I know that life in campus may be a bit different from what we had gone through.... But, be tough.. Strive for excellence... It is all for our futures.....