Moodzzzz de Stories..

是真的醒了吗？

2011-01-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

我已经有三个月没有写部落了。。。

这三个月里，发生了很多事。。。
然而不管多累，多忙，
我还是想一直跟着他。。。
我以为。。。
我再次走进这个无底洞。。。

那晚，他告诉我她的事，
我没有感觉。。。
是我太坚强了，
还是我对他的感情从来没有如此强烈过。。。

原来，
我是感情的绝缘体。。。
我不会那么容易堕入情网。。。
一切都是虚构的。。

我想，
我真的醒了。。。

F。A。M。I。L。Y。

2010-10-28T04:24:00.002+08:00

Family，这个字分开来念，可以是：Father，Mother， I Love You!!!

今天读到了一篇短文，我才真的知道，我是打从心底地想家。。。

想是因为，好久都没有回家了。。。
再多一个星期，我要回家了。。。
那时候，我要在车上告诉我爸爸，
我在大学里的一切一切。。。
回到家后，我要躺在妈妈的腿上，
让她真正感受到她的女儿回来了。。。
他们知道的，
不管这个女儿长得多大，
她始终还是他们心中最牵挂的宝贝。。。

爸爸，妈妈，我爱你。。。

我希望。。。

2010-10-11T20:42:00.003+08:00

距离上一个部落的时间，这段期间真的发生很多事情。。。
不过基本上都没有跟我有很大的关系，
只是我忙得真的喘不过气来。。。
可是当有人要我放下时，
我却偏偏不想，
我想应该是我忙惯了。。。
更重要的是，
重要的日期要来了。。。
不是没有看过这种大场面，
只是这次我是有贡献的。。。
我真正感同身受。。。
我衷心地希望一切都会很顺利，
更希望在这半年里建立的友情永远随我在。。。

原来是这样的。。。

2010-10-02T01:50:00.003+08:00

之前，我以为我付出太多了，所以我生气、厌恶都是应该的。。。
结果，今晚过后，
我才知道我错了。。。
曾几何时，我以为因为我有付出，
所以我是对的，我是应该得到我应得的。。。
结果，事情不会是这样的，
因为整个社会的生存论都不是这样的。。。
不是付出就一定有回报，
回报是要自己找来的。。。
而且它或许是在不同的层次让你自己发掘。。。
我错了，我真的错了，
我以为我是对的，
原来事情永远都不是那么风光。。。
风光的背后真的要付出很多、很多
永远不要期待别人给你回报，
请自己把它找出来，
除了你自己，
没有人会真正帮到你的。。。
今晚过后，
我终于明白了，
事情原来是这样的。。。

我回来了。。。

2010-09-30T10:46:00.002+08:00

好久都没有写部落格了，因为我真的很忙。。。
在忙的这段时间里，我都很期待周末的到来，
因为只有周末才能让我喘过气来。。。
然而，我无法否认，
这段时间里我学会了很多。。。
学会了成长
学会了在错误中学习
更学会了如何让自己与众不同。。。
今天，
我想要的与众不同
并不是吸引所有人的目光，
而是受到人家的肯定。。。
今天，
我看到了，
我正慢慢地受到肯定。。。
加油加油！！！

Tired life yet meaningfull....

2010-08-23T00:27:00.004+08:00

Today is the first day of my 5th week in 1st Year 1st Sem..... Time flies when we are lenggang2... I guess.... However, I am now in the life of a U student... Busy with my studies and also the other commitments.... But one thing makes me happier is I gain satisfaction with what I had done so far...

I am proud of myself... I have no other time for least important thing... Every thing in front me is important, no matter academic or some others else... Really enjoy with my two gila buddies.... Even we just hang out in UTP, but I realize that I always get something from them.... Even it is just a chat....

We are so clear with everything around us... I can feel that we are in the right track towards our bright futures.....

2nd week of UG....

2010-08-05T23:30:00.003+08:00

Today is the forth day for my second week in UG... I started to cope with this hectic life, but today is really tiring... Because of the add & drop period is going to end soon. And I was kicked out by my moral lecturer due to the system mistake... See, we had already became the "SLAVERY" of the system.... Suit the definition I gave... Cannot control every aspect of your personal life...
This is life, I guess... It does not mean that you can have everything you want or you wish all the time... There are obstacles for you there...As you grow older, your view of problems gets broader and you would realize that obstacle is actually a way to become wiser... It might be irritating as you are so busy to settle all this... But for sure, you will gain something from it... It is time to learn from problems and become stronger than before...

Undergraduate is started...

2010-07-28T21:57:00.003+08:00

Two days ago, I started my undergrad... The first day is freaking headache... Because there is no guide at all.... I know that my batch is the first ever trimester in UTP..... But it doesn't mean that we are super duper smart as if we know everything........
However, the second day I started to cope with everything.... And today, I am relaxed until I can become others' psychologist.... Haha.... But I know there is a strong determination in my whole body... I want to be a real Uni student... I don't want myself to struck into the worst phenomenon in U world of Malaysia... I want to be a competitive one... Not just to the society, but also to myself....
Even though, I am still have the feeling of home sick even my house is just an hour from here.... Haha... What to do?? I am still my daddy and mummy's girl.... Miss my home so much... Had away from home for a month.... Miss....... Even I thought I already independent....

Busy....

2010-07-13T12:00:00.002+08:00

Coming back to UTP for preparing debate competition..... Life is busy, actually not really but have to follow schedule and everyday eat, sleep, relax and debate, then eat, sleep again.
One thing important, is the bond between me and other debate members.... We eat together, script together..... I feel like I am working in the magazine company... We everyday squeeze our brains in editing scripts, debate then squeeze again to have a better one....
Even at first I was really mad of coming back earlier, now I am given a chance to prove myself in an international stage... This is a big step in my debate 'career'... I love being with debate group.... Even we are always tired...... Haha.....

我恋爱了。。。

2010-05-11T21:21:00.004+08:00

OMG。。。
我已经严重、
无可自拔地爱上了。。。
王力宏的声音。。。
他真的很有魅力，
不要怪我。。。
放心吧，
我很花心的。。。
有一天，
我会转移目标。。。
只是，
我不知道所谓的“有一天”，
是什么时候。。。
我发现。。。
我真的恋爱了。。。

随意的。。。

2010-05-11T04:33:00.002+08:00

凌晨四点三十五分，
戴着耳机，
听着王力宏和周杰伦的歌。。。
没有任何的吵杂声，
只有他们和我，
还有我的Physics。。。
他们，
很有才华，
声音更好听到。。。
让我幻想他们在我面前
只唱给我听。。。
如果，
这真的发生了，
我是世上最幸福的女人了。。。
哈哈。。。
它应该不会发生，
不过光是幻想，
我已经很幸福了。。。
看来，
我今晚爱上旋律、
他们，还有、、、
今晚的我。。。

心痛

2010-05-01T14:23:00.003+08:00

今天接到的第一通电话，
是爸爸打过来的。。。
他说，外公去世了。。。
当时，我没有反应，
应该是我已经有心理准备了。。。
通常亲人的去世应该是悲痛的，
可是我却比任何人表现得更坚强，
或许和外公的感情没有很深厚。。。
黄诗颖，这是你真正的感觉吗？？
不是吗？我以为就是这样，直到。。。
直到我写着部落格时，
我才真正发现不是的，
不是这样的。。。
我还是有血有泪的。。。
我错了，
错在抬高自己了。。。
可是，
我最终选择继续过我的人生。。。
留下来好好的整理心情，
应付完这个学期。。。
原来，心痛的感觉是如此的恼人。。。

2010-04-27T14:22:00.002+08:00

In my life, I always being very polite and soft because I prefer to be in peace rather than create chaos.... Perhaps some may think that I am timid or coward... But this is my way to deal with things....
I wasn't coward to against you... But before that I chose not to... However, YOU have been too much.... I am really cannot stand on those who think themselves very capable and act smart... Come on, men in this world have to learn from each other... Even though YOU are elder... I think YOU should learn life philosophy from BABIES....
Stop creating so much of problems... You have your own belief... YOU should know how to care and love others..... But this time I am burst.... KANASAI, YOU CRAPS, BULLSHIT........@#%%$%$#@#$%%$#@@@#$%%$#@@#$%

I am tired.....

2010-02-07T01:57:00.002+08:00

I dah letih ar.... Dah lah sibuk ngan study, nak join banyak events pula.... tapi, I yang buat keputusan sebegitu... Sebab, I nak CHANGE.... kadang-kadang, I benci diri kerana buat keputusan ngan terburu-buru... tapi, lepas tido, I tau apa yang I buat ni bermakna.... I nak CHANGE.... Walaupun sibuk, I rasa bagus.... I tau semua yang I buat tu berguna untuk I sendiri...... Maaf ye, I nak sibuk balik ni, minta diri dulu.....

ps//I join an event tat need to speak malay fluently... I am training....

当。。。

2010-01-07T20:44:00.003+08:00

当你心中有了一根刺以后，
日子还可能过得像以前一样吗？
当你心烦到没有知觉以后，
这又是否代表你已经更坚强了？
当大家坐在一起摊牌过后，
你又是否领悟到些新的道理呢？
当我们一起喝个痛快以后，
你是否察觉自己有了真心知己？
当事情彻彻底底解决以后，
你之前所担心的还能够成立吗？
当大家再次围着圆圈谈心，
我就真的知道她们是我的姐妹。。。

悠闲的星期三。。。

2010-01-06T14:51:00.002+08:00

P。S。/我其实是想要发泄，这篇部落格没意思的。。。

星期三，是我喜欢的天
说不上是什么原因
很自然的就喜欢星期三。。。
今天没什么特别
只是在上MORAL的时候觉得很气
不懂谁是那个笨蛋
居然为了0.5分的COURSEWORK MARK
去跟Lecturer吵
结果死的就是我们这些无辜的人。。。
拜托啦，
事实已成定局了
你拿到的分数就证明了你的实力在那个程度
要拿高分的话，
就自己努力吧，而不是埋怨。。。
怨，怨，怨。。。
有用吗？？浪费时间。。。
就像我现在这样。。。
气，气，气。。。
结果就浪费了我的时间。。。

2010年。。。

2010-01-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

今天已经是2010年的第三天了。。。下午时和VIVIAN闲聊了片刻，觉得是时候当个成人了，不可以再用小孩子的眼光来分析事情，再霸道地执着于自己的歪理，更不可以因为面子的问题而狡辩。。。我要重新出发。。。
可是，真正重新出发的时候应该是一月二十五号时，因为那时新的学期了。。。那个学期会比这个学期来得更忙碌。。。也是在FOUNDATION LEVEL 的最后一个学期了。。。过后，我就是名副其实的大学生了，再过后就要踏入社会工作了。。。
时间好像过得很快，好像才刚刚拿了SPM的成绩，却没想到已经在UTP读了半年。。。是我在蹉跎岁月，或是岁月真的不饶人？？
我重新出发了，出发到一个我更向往的世界。。。

心寒。。。

2009-12-18T02:33:00.004+08:00

不懂心寒的感觉是怎样，只知道我太弱了。。。以前，我以为自己是很坚强的，我错了，错得很离谱。。。
我其实就像是一朵温室里的小花，身边总有人定时为我灌溉，我以为人只要活得幸福就够了。。。
这种观念可以丢进垃圾桶了。。。
来到大学以后，很多事情都变了，我的人生观念也改了。。。人与人之间的相处没有想象中简单，顾虑的太多，苦的是自己；顾虑的太少，却显得自己单纯。。。
短短的半年就发生事情了，还有另外的四年半能平淡地过吗？？
看来，大学时期真的会磨练人，让我这朵温室里的小花变成一根经得起风吹雨打的小草。。。

New Semester starts.....

2009-10-05T23:18:00.003+08:00

Second Sem has already started.... However, during the first week, we did nothing... As this semester seems to be more relaxed as compared to previous one.... But, we are studying completely new subjects such as programming and thinking skill... Even this time the English is more like EST... Nothing about literature already...

New sem is started... But problem came too... Not my problem, of course.... But it was my friend one... As I am so close to her, I really cannot bear to see her suffer in her problem alone... I wish to help her... But I don't think that I can.... Hope she is going to think clearly and figure out things that she should do now....

Birthday in UTP.....

2009-09-04T14:04:00.002+08:00

2nd September, the day when Japanese surrendered to the US army.... And it is also my birthday.... 2nd September 2009, my 18th birthday... Since secondary school, think this was the first time I celebrated without my Ji Mui.... However, I still had a nice birthday too....

Once the clock stroke 12, my roommate came to me and wished me Happy Birthday... At that moment, everything black off.... Then only I realized the electric current broke down.... And suddenly we saw some guys that stayed near my hostel played Mercun.... I wouldn't know how to describe them.... The next morning, there was a birthday card put outside my room....It was from wendy, pei pei n also my MAH..... So touch...
Then I went for my lectures..... After finished all the lectures, Tze Yi and Yee Ho gave me a present... I think they bought it from Minimart.... I wonder what should I buy for them next time.... The whole day I was receiving SMS non-stop... Thanks so much because of remembering my birthday.... N also friends in Facebook.... Thanks you
The conclusion is I am older and is 18 already....... Yeah.....

New experience in FAMINE 30....

2009-08-23T10:47:00.003+08:00

Today, I joined the Famine 30 hours in UTP for the first time... Previously, I knew that this is a meaningful activity that helps those poor people all around the world. Undoubtedly, it is... I felt that it is more meaningful as I involved myself in it... We are not allowed to eat for 20 hours because I just joined the UTP one, but not the Bukit Jalil....
Throughout this activity, I realised that there are really many poor people in this world suffer from food crisis and poverty... They have to sacrifice things such as education to get a little food for themselves and the family... Not just that only, sometimes they have to sacrifice their childhood and work at young age... They have no opportunity to have education even though they wish for it desperately... Unlike us, besides of going to school, we go for extra tuition that need to be paid, we have nice stationary like Faber Castell, Disney... We can buy whatever things we want as long as our parents allow us to do so....Therefore, we really got to be gratitude and appreciate all the things that we have now... Besides that, please be willing to help others no matter you know them or not... Donate some money to them or contribute your energy in charity... As long as you contribute something, you are going to CHANGE the poor children's life...
About involvement in this activity, I would like to advise those who are really interested in helping the poors to join this activity... If not, please don't waste your time for it... Because some people kept complaining that the activity was boring and stupid... Come on, it was not the time to enjoy yourself, but the time to help the poors... But if you are sincere in helping them, I am sure you will get a new experience for it...Live the lives of the children.....Believe yourself, work together and make it happen...

Don't think too much...

2009-08-13T19:17:00.003+08:00

Sometimes people think too much... When we think too much, we are going to be moody.. Then we will blame ourselves that things are going wrong because of ourselves... However, this is not true for all the times... Maybe people around us just go wrong in their own ways... Don't ever think too much and make yourself feel sad...
Sometimes, I think too much too... When I first arrived here, I miss my friends too much and can't really get along with new friends here... Because I think too much and never open my heart to accept them... If I continue to think too much, I think I already became crazy here...
Shift your mood or just change your mind set... You may feel things are getting right in their ways... Don't care abut others too much... The most important thing is you already played your own role... Let's shine up....

H1N1......

2009-08-01T12:55:00.004+08:00

It seems like H1N1 is getting serious from day to day... Even my U also offs for 1 week because of it... However, at least the 1-week break gives me time to complete my work... The works that have not been completed in my mid-sem break...
Back to H1N1 topic, I don't really know about its viruses... But at least we can prevent it through our living styles... Be hygienic and take care of the daily diet... Eat more vitamin C... But don't eat more than 2 capsules if you take the extracted pills... Because it may cause food poisoning... Wash your hands properly before you eat... I know this seems easy to do, but believes me, some people never wash their hands before taking a meal... Take care of yourself nicely...
Say NO to H1N1....

I finished my tests.....

2009-07-15T20:40:00.006+08:00

Today at 5.25 p.m. was a happy moment for me... Because I finished all the important tests finally... Actually I am going to have a English reading test but it is after the mid-sem break... Today's paper is pre-calculus... Quite ok la the questions.... Better than what I had imagined....
But unfortunately, some of them couldn't do it well... I got 1 friend... She cried so badly because she thinks that she was not doing well in the test.... I just tried to say something to calm her down... Actually things had past... Even you cry or scream in the public also, you cannot do the same test again... Everyone has only one chance to do most of the things, do appreciate the only chance if you know you are not going to have it again... Try all your best.... Then you will not have any regret... This is my philosophy in doing things... Especially during tests and exams...
Hope my philosophy can be used in you guys too......

Take care, friends....

2009-07-10T09:16:00.002+08:00

I was just viewing Chor Ying's blog just now.... I could feel like She is really tired...And she mentioned something... We seemed to be lost contact with each other already... Perhaps all of us are just busy with our own life... Different courses... Different lifestyles... Honestly, it seems like we can't fulfill what we said before that... Keep contact... Yam cha together when we are back to Anson... I am not going to blame anyone of us because I totally understand how our new lives are going on...ASSIGNMENTS, TUTORIALS, PRESENTATION, LECTURES,GROUP DISCUSSION..... These are the things that we have to deal with for this stage...

Sometimes I wonder how you guys' life are going on... What you guys are busy with recently... Perhaps blogging is a good way to tell everyone about your life... Just for example, if I never read Chor Ying's blog this morning, I will never know that she was so busy with her life now... I thought she is always 'happy go lucky'.... At the same time, I wonder how is Siou Wei in her college life... And also Siew Yin.... Is she busy with her study now in UNITEN....And also Ying Hui...Does she start to love her hostel's washroom... And honestly, friends... I prefer blogging than MSN... That's why I seldom or maybe never log into MSN... But I do update my blog frequently....

Take care, friends..... Hectic lifestyle can make you guys fall sick easily... Take good care of yourself please... Because nowaday got severe case of sickness already.... Drink more water or herb tea when you feel heaty.... Take enough rest.... Take less fried food.... I know all these advices are familiar to you guys... But, these are the only advices that I can give.... Because I was not feeling well last night and yet today I got a Physics test... Don't worry, I feel better and energetic today....Take care.....

Chemistry Lab again..

2009-07-07T13:34:00.004+08:00

Today morning, I had another chemistry lab session... Today one was quite hectic... Because the experiment like quite weird and involved a lot of calculations... But, the guy next to my table, Josh is so funny... Even he never make any joke but I still think he is funny... Especially his 'dut...dut..." sound... Just now I was too busy of the experiment until I forgot to ask him about it... I don't think my lab session will be boring with his presence... Because he is just funny.... I am having my chemistry test tomorrow... Wish me good luck....

The dinner...

2009-07-03T21:03:00.014+08:00

The biggest pot among the stuff belongs to Wendy... We cooked egg rice today... Very delicious when eat together wif soy sauce and sesame oil...
Then the smaller pot besides it is my pot... I fry the cabbage using it... Nice man
The plate besides the sesame oil is carrot... Sorry.. No food adi.. It is all inside the stomach...
My useful cooking pot.....
These are the important ingredients... Sesame oil and soy sauce...
This is Pei Pei, today's dishwasher... Thank you la..
This is Wendy... Another chef besides of me....Thanks...

Today, I do nothing so far... After came back from IRC (Information Resource Center) at 2 something, I slept until 6.... Then, I just read my friend, Wendy's message," Eng, we cook at 6.15.." Oh.. No... Now already 6.13... I quickly went to washroom and then rushed to Wendy's room... We cooked the dinner and waited for another friend, Pei Pei to come back from swimming and had dinner together....
Pei Pei said tonight's dinner had the 'home' feeling... I think the same thing too... We share all the work... And finally enjoy the dinner together...

WE ARE THE FAMILY........

Finally....

2009-07-01T22:25:00.003+08:00

Finally, all of us go into our new journey already... The girls that were used to ' fa mou' at home finally went study already... Then this means we have less time to get together with each other... However, this is one of the things that we have to face when we are getting older...
Today, I went pasar malam again... I think going to pasar malam on every wednesday has been my routine in UTP life... So far, I never see much seniors here... Everytime when I am walking to the lecture halls, I will ask my friends, 'How our campus will be when all the seniors are back?' I really wonder how it will be.... I scared the cafetaria in our V2C will be so crowded.... Actually I don't like eating in crowded place... I prefer to enjoy my meals nicely... That's why all the time I like to cook my own dinner and eat in my room.... I wonder if I can create more recipes with simple ingredients in my foundation year... Because limited space, limited cooking utensils, limited ingredients as I don't have a fridge.... If next year I am moving to the Petronas apartment, guess what... I am going to make the kitchen in it as a place to create recipes... I had promised my friends... I am going to cook for them... Spagethi, chinese dishes but halal, ha...ha.....

I got a STUDY group adi........

2009-06-26T09:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday afternoon, just had a study group with my friends and also a few guys from chemical engineering department... I planned to have it and the guys agreed with it... So we form a group of 10..... They are really funny, man.. Before we started to study, we had a ice-breaking session... We talked so loud and laughed like 'ki siao'... In IRC.... People just staring at us and looked 'tak syok'... But we really had a nice time studying together... We talked about laptops, scholarship,bonds and many more... And I met another 'wira' here... Then I just shouted out, 'WIRA!!!'.. My frenz just laughed at me because she thought I am over-reacting... Actually, I am going to explain this... I am really fascinating meeting NS people here..... Cum on.. I am the NS ALUMNI's member, man....

Yesterday, I phoned 'da hui'.... Actually when I brushed my teeth last night, I realised that I haven't use this name to call ying hui for years already... Later when I have a gathering with her, I wanna use it again... I am sure she is going to 'kill' me... Because she hates it... but I LIKE IT....Ha.. ha..

UTPian's Pasar Malam...

2009-06-25T12:57:00.001+08:00

Last evening, I went to pasar malam... This was the first time I went.... Unfortunately, it rained heavily.... Then, my friends and I had to pasar malaming in RAIN.... Then, we met a foreigner....I am not sure he comes from which country.. But I think he is an Australian... Then, my friend kept saying that He is very handsome... Green eyes, sharp nose, fair skin and fit figure... Ijust stayed cool as usual... But, he is really CUN... His eyes are charming...One of my friends said he just looks like the hero in 'Twilight'..
Then, we bought the kebab ayam and murtabak..And bought a cabbage then boiled it ourselves... And I taught them to eat together with the tuna... They said nice, man... This is the secret recipe from our 'NU REN ZU'...Last night, we really had a nice dinner, eat happily and talked about our dreams...
Tomorrow, I am going to have a sumptuous dinner too... But, it is kind of farewell party... The two girl that already 'fa mou'at home finally want to go KL and study... Wish you guys all the best... And I have a good news to be announced...

' I have a laptop already... Although it is not a big deal, I still happy of it because this is the very first laptop in my lifetime.. Guess what, I was happy until I couldn't sleep last night... See, I get satisfied easily... Thanks, papa... Because bought me a laptop... And my broter also... Search so many information for me...'WA HA...HA...

I went 4 chemistry LAB 2day...

2009-06-23T13:49:00.001+08:00

Today is my first experience in my chemistry lab... Just met my lab partner today... She is okay, but I just feel like both of us lack of communication... Perhaps both of us need time to improve it... Come on... What can I expect from this??? We just met today and just know each other... I can't expect that we have the same opinion in all kinds of thing... Perhaps I am asking for too much...
But however, I had a nice time in lab today... Just knew a guy who I think is cute and funny... He just couldn't pronounce my name correctly... He kept called me as ' Shane' (some sound like that)... And I accepted it... As long as I understand... Coz I know some people just find my name is hard to be pronounced...
This weekend I am going back to Teluk Intan... It is for the anugerah kecemerlangan in my previous school.... Ya, previous school... Now I am going back to Azizian as a UTPian... What kind of feeling I am going to have?? Actually, I miss my school.... Miss the time when I gila-gila with my 'ji mui'... Miss the time we lepak around the school just to accompany one or two of them to toilet.... Miss the time went inside the teacher's office.... N found out they were malasing inside it... Actually, I am curious that what kind of feeling I am going to have...
At this time, I am in my coursemate's room and argueing about the Korean actors... That's all for this post... I am going to submit my lab report... haiz... Have to walk under the sun... Guess what...I am becoming darker and darker... I am no longer the strawberry girl in you guys' eyes....Emmm.... So sad....

Am I working hard now???

2009-06-15T12:19:00.002+08:00

Just finished my two lectures this morning.. N coming into IRC for blogging... I kept asking myself in these few days.. Am I working hard now???I don't know even though my other coursemates kept saying that I AM....
Actually I don't feel myself is in the right mood to study for these few weeks... Is it because of I have not adapt myself yet in this new campus life or I feel weird because I am studying with different people now??? Actually I miss you all a lot... Now, everything is getting different.. We can't make noise in class... Doing all the 'siao bo' stuff... And create some jokes among few of us... All these things are just in our memories now...
In the previou post, I just wish that all of us can do our best in our campus lives... This is really what I hope.. Because this is also what I hope for myself too... Guys, work hard together... Perhaps I have to work harder because I am a scholar.. I have to keep my academic result on top for everytime...
Honestly, being a scholar gains some admiration or perhaps respect from others... But there is still some stress that have to face by herself... And I am the one... However, I choose to be it.. Aren't I??? I have no choice.. The only thing that I can do is work harder... Friends, don't worry about me that I am going to 'ki siao'... I am not going to... This is just a way to express my real feeling... 'NU REN ZU' de president always know what is the best for herself... She is tough,man...Do remember the president... THANK YOU.....

Going back to UTP..........

2009-06-14T00:33:00.001+08:00

Last Friday, I was back from campus just for my weekend holiday... Tomorrow afternoon, I am going back.. And on Monday, I am going to start my real life as an UTPian... So far, I still okay with everything around me... I do hope that this kind of feeling is within myself for the next five years...
It is not easy to become an UTPian, and the facees kept telling us that we must study very hard to get good grades... Of course I know this is the most important element in the campus life... Therefore, I have a bit stress about this.. But just don't worry because I am flexible, I know how to convert this kind of stress to another form of motivation... (sounds like chemical processes)
Friends, I know that life in campus may be a bit different from what we had gone through.... But, be tough.. Strive for excellence... It is all for our futures.....

Hai, frenz...

2009-06-11T15:23:00.001+08:00

Hai,frenz..I lost my previous password... N my previous e-mail account got problem... So, nw i m a gmail user and login to www.engsheiyin.blogspot.com to view my blog...
I was also started my campus life for almost 2 weeks... Sometimes, I did felt tired because had to walk for a long distance to move from one place to another... Perhaps, this is also one part of the campus life...
I haven't see you all for a long time already... Especially siou wei and chor ying... Miss u guys so much... But I have to understand that this is what we are going to face for the next 10 or maybe 20 to50 years...
Guys, strive for your excellence...